Colors of life

Sometimes, life changes its colors so quickly that I am not able to recognize what is going on with me. I feel various things... happiness.... wonder.... rage.... a cloud in my throat.... different shades of my dreams.... and still feel I am in a different world. A world of my imaginations, where clouds are white like mountain of ice cream, where I don't need to hide myself to cry, where I can laugh without a reason. 

I don't know if you find it stupid... but I am writing all this because I wanted to write something. So many thoughts are floating in my mind, and I want to share them, but don't know from where to start. 

Well... when I sit in my room all alone, I can feel the charm of being alone, of being with myself. I can think about so many things and change them in to a story or a poem, or blog post. Wow! 

I am feeling beauty of life. When I was in Pilibhit, I used to love playing in rain... I still miss those childhood days. Now whenever it rains in Bangalore, I just love to look at gray black clouds and close my eyes to have a recap of those days. It is a bad thing that human memory is weak, as I am not able to recall everything. But still its good that I become happy with whatever I see, it is enough for me. 

Keep smiling!!!

The Amazing World

How one feels when a long awaited dream comes true? Is it like flying with beautiful wings of wind, invisible but still powerful to make you feel in zero gravity state? Or like some careless strokes of sand? 

For me, it is like when cool wind touches my face, carefully, gently but still making its presence felt. It is like respect which makes my heart bright, full of light. It is nothing tangible to show, just a feeling. Feeling of achievement, felling of satisfaction, feeling of doing something great. 

Who says achievements should be big? I think, a small 2 second handshake with a great personality is big enough to count as an achievement. Now, who defines the boundaries of greatness? I say, I'll go with limits set by my own heart. It is always more comfortable and convincing. 

It is same like how one defines beauty. Everything has something beautiful about it. Pale, golden sand has its own divine beauty and so is the case with white creamy snow, glittering due to sun rays. Blooming flowers with all the colors of rainbow have breathtaking beauty but falling leaves in autumn can also make you feel in heaven. 

The world is all about how one perceives it. I would see the world in a different way depending on how sensitive I am to feel small things, important things around me, how much I am able to admire mother nature, how much I can understand about a person from his/her eyes, how long I can experiment with my imaginations. 

I am on my way to explore, experience & feel these things & believe me- "This World is Really Amazing".